Monday, October 26, 2015

Please Send Your Love and Well-Wishes to My Beloved Fannie

As you may recall, in July of 2014 I wrote a post (read here) about how my much beloved Fannie, who is now 16, was diagnosed with renal failure. She was functioning on only a third of her kidney capacity, but after having the excessive enzymes flushed from her bloodstream she did well for the next  15 months. Last week, however, things took a turn for the worse, and now we are off to the vet to have her checked. She went from feeling fine to being listless and lethargic overnight, and now refuses to eat. Please send all of your love and healing thoughts to my beloved baby girl, and I will keep you posted on what the vet says today.
The top photo was taken las night, the center picture a couple of years ago, and the bottom image is from 15 months ago when she was first diagnosed. I love this kitty more than words can convey, and I really really hope this isn't the end….
What's even harder to believe is the fact that Milo, Lola's brother, is simultaneously having health issues. He is scheduled for an endoscopy and biopsy this week– so my vet visits are many, and my heart is heavy. If it takes me a little while to respond to comments and emails this week, this is why.
xoxox, Helen

UPDATE: Fannie is at the vet getting fluids, but my very worst fears have been confirmed that she is in the very end stages of renal failure. She has very little time left, and I'm not sure whether she will be coming back home.
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  1. SunnyOctober 26, 2015 at 8:23 AM

    Oh Helen, I am sending all my love and good vibes your way! I hope it's nothing serious and Fannie will pull through! Please keep me posted. xx

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 26, 2015 at 8:38 AM

      Hi Sunny! Thank you so much for sending love and good vibes my way! I really hop that she pulls through too, and that Milo will pull through as well. I know that you had your own scare with Kissa not too long ago– and these awful feelings are not unfamiliar to you! I will definitely keep you posted! xoxox

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  2. Never Say Die BeautyOctober 26, 2015 at 8:26 AM

    I am so sorry to hear about your kitties' serious health problems, Helen. Very difficult for them and for you to go through. I am wishing you all the best. I'm not worried about you commenting back. Take care!

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 26, 2015 at 8:40 AM

      Thank you, Allison! I really appreciate your love and support– because this is just gutting me right now. Keep your fingers crossed, and I'll keep you posted! <3

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  3. gracebayOctober 26, 2015 at 9:04 AM

    Pets ARE family and I know this must be an incredibly difficult time for both you and them. Wishing you positive thoughts for good news!

    Oh and I agree with the previous commenter...please do not worry about commenting back. I think everyone understands that this clearly takes precedence.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 26, 2015 at 11:44 AM

      They definitely are family, there is no question. Thank you for your kind words. Sadly the prognosis is very grim. We have to see if fluids and flushing the enzymes will help at all, but the vet says she's definitely end-stage renal failure. I'm definitely feeling completely gutted. :-( I'm hoping that she becomes more responsive, and that she has a little more time with quality of life, but that isn't looking likely.

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  4. DestanyOctober 26, 2015 at 10:02 AM

    awww such a pretty kitty! I'm so sorry to hear about the health issues. Pets are definitely family.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 26, 2015 at 11:45 AM

      Thank you, Destany– that means a lot to me. Pets definitely are family, there is no question, and Fannie is a super special kitty. My heart is utterly broken.

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  5. IrisOctober 26, 2015 at 11:39 AM

    My love and good thoughts are going out to Fannie.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 26, 2015 at 11:45 AM

      Thank you Iris, she needs all the help she can get. I love my baby and am not ready to lose her. :-(

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  6. AnonymousOctober 26, 2015 at 12:10 PM

    I am so very sorry. She is a beautiful girl. I am hoping against the odds that she rallies back. ❤️

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:21 AM

      Thank you so much for your kind and thoughtful words. Oh how I wish that I could tell you that she has miraculously rallied back, but sadly she has not. I am simply trying to come to grips with the fact that her time here on earth, and in my life, is coming to a close all-too soon. Thank you so much for the love! I really appreciate it more than words can convey. <3

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  7. KristinaOctober 26, 2015 at 12:30 PM

    I am so sorry to hear about your beloved kitty Helen! Sending my love and strength to you and Fannie!

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:22 AM

      Thank you, Kristina.I deeply appreciate the love and strength that you are sending it– I really need it now more than ever. <3

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  8. UnknownOctober 26, 2015 at 12:33 PM

    Helen I'm so sorry sending lots of love and prayers your way Melissa

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:23 AM

      Thank you so much, Melissa! Your love and prayers are really helping me through this impossibly difficult and sad time. <3

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  9. LizzieOctober 26, 2015 at 2:04 PM

    sending lots of love and comfort to your family during this difficult time, xo

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:24 AM

      Thank you so much, Lizzie! Your love and comfort mean the world to us in this unspeakably heartbreaking time. <3

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  10. PhyrraOctober 26, 2015 at 2:16 PM

    Sending love your way. This is how my last cat went out.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:25 AM

      Thank you Courtney, I appreciate it very much. You are a very good friend, and I thank you for being there as you have been! I'm so sorry that you know how this story goes first hand. It really is awful. <3

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  11. LulubelleOctober 26, 2015 at 3:46 PM

    Sweet Fannie. My thoughts are with you both. It's always too soon.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:26 AM

      Thank you, Lulubelle– I really appreciate it! You are so right, it is always too soon.

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  12. BaileyOctober 26, 2015 at 4:53 PM

    All kinds of love and good vibes from me (and my cat Igby who is cuddled up beside me.) Hoping Frannie all the best and more time time with you.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:27 AM

      Thank you, Bailey– I really appreciate the love and good vibes, I definitely need them right now! Hug Igby extra tight! <3

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  13. NorahOctober 26, 2015 at 6:53 PM

    Love, well wishes and good vibes for your Fannie.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:28 AM

      Thank you, Norah– I am sending them her way! <3

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  14. rachlovespenguinsOctober 26, 2015 at 7:04 PM

    Helen, my thoughts are very much with you right now. Take care. <3

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:28 AM

      Thank you so much, that really means the world to me! I need all of the bolstering possible to get through this! <3

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  15. cpl100October 26, 2015 at 7:21 PM

    Sorry to hear your furry friend is not doing well.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:29 AM

      Thank you, Cindy. Fannie is definitely at the end of her journey here on earth, and I'm completely heartbroken to be losing her. :-(

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  16. EspeOctober 26, 2015 at 7:31 PM

    I'm so sorry about your little girl. Sending kitty angels to help your baby pull thru.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:30 AM

      Thank you, Espe! She needs lots of kitty angels to help her right now, but I fear that it is to cross over rather than pull through :-(

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  17. MarciaFOctober 26, 2015 at 8:18 PM

    I'm so sorry for your baby/ies. Our fur children are so precious and want nothing but love which they return in spades. Lots of vibes that you both are okay. I'm sending you lots of hugs.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:33 AM

      Thank you, Marcia. Our fur babies definitely are our family, and losing them is completely devastating. The unconditional love that they give so freely is one of the sweetest things in life. Thank you for sending your hugs and good vibes– they are greatly appreciated! <3

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  18. Cosmetopia DigestOctober 26, 2015 at 9:33 PM

    I'm so, so sorry to hear this. She's gorgeous! I am only imagine how gutted you must be right now, what with the double blow of Milo's health issues as well. They are both in my prayers tonight <3

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:34 AM

      Thank you, Renu. She is a gorgeous girl, and truly one of the sweetest and most loving creatures that I have ever known. It's definitely a double blow because of Milo's health issues as well, and I really appreciate that Fannie and Milo are both in your prayers. <3

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  19. ErikaOctober 26, 2015 at 10:01 PM

    Helen, I am so very sorry. Our cherished pets are truly members of our families. I wish that I could offer magic words of comfort. All I can say is to cherish these last moments, whisper your love into her ears and remember, you have been her world. Sending you and Fannie gentle hugs and I'm keeping you in my thoughts. <3

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:39 AM

      Thank you, Erika! Thank you for your love and support, and for your sage words of wisdom. I am trying to cherish every last moment that she is here, and I hope that my constant sobbing isn't freaking her out.. I will definitely whisper my lobe into her ears, and will try to remind myself that I showered her with love over the entire 16 years of her life. Thank you for keeping me and my beloved Fannie in your thoughts! It really means the world to me! <3

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  20. Kath TheFabZillaOctober 26, 2015 at 10:43 PM

    I am teary-eyed reading this post twinsy. I can't imagine a life w/o my furry doggy so I totally feel your every emotion. If only our furry babies can remain here on earth for as long as we live. Hugs to you and Fannie. Love yah!!!

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:41 AM

      Hi sweetie, thank you so much for your love and support– I really need them to get through this devastating time! Hug your doggy tightly.<3

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  21. UnknownOctober 26, 2015 at 11:49 PM

    Lola, what a heartbreaking story. I'm at the tail end of things with one cat (cancer), but during her treatment couple years ago my other cat had an explosive disk herniation. So stressful to have both kitties sick/injured, will have to put one down soon as well. All I can think through the loss is that I'm glad to have the time with her that I did. She's lived a luxurious kitty life, and I'm sure you've done the best for you kitty as well. *hugs*

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:46 AM

      Hi Kirsten, I am so sorry to hear that you are going through the same thing right now. I completely understand your heartbreak and stress having two kitties ill at the same time. About 6 years ago we lost two of our beloved kitties to cancer two weeks apart, and even the people at the veterinary clinic used to start tearing up when they saw me because it was so devastating times two. It kills me to think that Fannie will be gone so soon, and that Milo's fate hangs in the balance as well. You are absolutely right– we are so lucky to have had the time that we did with them, and this definitely has to be something to hold onto through all of the grief! Please keep me posted on your kitty, and I am sending you lots of love and strength! <3

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  22. AnonymousOctober 27, 2015 at 3:41 AM

    Oh no, I am so sorry :-( I'm keeping my fingers crossed that she'll still pull through...! Sending lots of love.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:36 AM

      Thank you, Melissa! I wish that she could pull through, but it simply isn't in the cards. Thank you for sending your love– we both really need it right now to get through this horrible loss!

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  23. EugeniaOctober 27, 2015 at 4:28 AM

    SO sad :( So sorry!

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:35 AM

      Thank you, Eugenia! It really is very sad, indeed!

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  24. wefadetograyOctober 27, 2015 at 6:20 AM

    Fannie my darling beauty, sending you all the light the world has to offer and to you to my sweet Helen. I know how hard it is. Sending your whole family strength. Keep us posted my cosmic twin.
    Many hugs to you Fannie.
    xxxxxx

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 7:48 AM

      Thank you so much, my cosmic twin! Thank you for the light and love that you are sending– we need all of the love and light possible to get through this. Sending all of your love to Fannie! xoxoxoxox

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  25. MIkiOctober 27, 2015 at 8:38 AM

    Oh dear, I'm so sorry. She lived a good long life though! It's so so hard losing a pet. But at least you get to cherish her in her last days, and she won't be suddenly taken from you (like all of my pets have been from me and my family :( ). Sometimes you have to take the blessing where you can get it. But regardless, enough of that, just trying to help, not be an ass or anything I swear. My heart is with you! It's going to be very hard, but she's so beautiful and she will always be by your side. I hope she doesn't suffer too much!! All the best!! <3 <3

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 9:19 AM

      Thank you, Miki. She definitely has lived a long, and happy, life. She has known for 16 years that she is a deeply loved kitty, and you do have to take the blessings where you find them. Thank you for your love and support– it is profoundly appreciated in this difficult time! <3

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  26. KyokoOctober 27, 2015 at 9:05 AM

    It breaks my heart to read this. Chloe, Scooby, Bryan and I are sending you love, healing light and great energy! Bryan's kitty lived til she was 23 and decided to leave for another adventure. Fannie is still young! Hope she gets better soon. Xoxoxo Kyoko

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 27, 2015 at 9:21 AM

      Hi Kyoko, Thank you for your love and support, my dear friend! It definitely helps give me some strength in the face of this devastating decision that we must face. I had certainly hoped that we would have many more years together, but renal failure will not permit that. <3
      xoxox

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  27. UnknownOctober 27, 2015 at 4:21 PM

    I'm so sorry to hear this, Lola. My thoughts are with you.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 28, 2015 at 11:36 AM

      Thank you so much, Kristin! I really appreciate your kind words of comfort.

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  28. JamieOctober 27, 2015 at 9:23 PM

    I'm so very sorry to hear this. Saving up a very big hug to give you when we meet in LA.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 28, 2015 at 11:37 AM

      Thank you, Jamie! I look forward to that very big hug!

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  29. Natalie B.October 28, 2015 at 5:06 AM

    I'm sincerely sorry to hear this about your baby. So sad. My 16 year old cat Isabella was diagnosed with the same thing last August and I lost her in March. I still miss her. I'm sending love and healing light to surround both of you during this difficult time.

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    1. lola seicentoOctober 28, 2015 at 11:39 AM

      Hi Natalie,

      Thank you so much for your sensitive and kind words of comfort! I am utterly heartbroken for you that you went through this same ordeal with Isabella so recently! Of course you still miss her– this type of loss is always felt. Thank you for sending us love and healing light– it is deeply appreciated since we are both feeling such despair and shock. <3

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